Well, Xiatrix, have you read my testimony? If You have, you would have read, that when I became a Christian, I used psionics as well. So, I am going to ask you, lets forget about the subject of whether psionics matters or not, and let's just focus on God Himself.
I would love to see that you would accept God's love and that you would turn into a "living" Christian who knows, feels, and experiences that God is alive.
I am going to ask you to do something. Go to your own room or a place where you feel safe and won't be disturbed for a while. Kneel down on the ground (just sit on you knees) and then say with your heart and your voice (and really, really mean it) "God here I am, as I am. If you truly love me, please show me your love. Let me know that you are real, and that you really love me."
And then just wait for what God will reveal to you. Watch for any thoughts or feelings that are not from you and think it over. because God will reveal Himself to you if you ask for it. And sometimes, more clearly than you expect it to be.
Like me for example, when I was still a non Christian, I asked God for a sign when I was seriously doubting if he was real or not. I didn't get a sign immediately, so I went to bed, upset that God didn't answer it. I went to sleep, but I couldn't sleep, and then had strange flashes in front of my eyes, and my blood was rushing through my veins, as if it were two trains speeding. After two hours I got fed up with it, and opened my eyes. I looked to my ceiling and I got the biggest scare of my life. because a 2 metre big face, was sticking out of my ceiling. After about 3 seconds, it noticed that I was looking at it, smiled and nodded at me and then disappeared. And then my thoughts went on for two hours, thinking about what I had seen. And then was the time I decided to turn Christian, but I didn't know how. But we are not going to focus at the moment on how to turn Christian, but we are going to focus on the fact, that you get a sign from God, that you will know in your heart, that God is real.
I would love to hear any responses to the little test I gave you
Kindest regards and God's love,
Michael