I've been awaiting you!
I am more concerned with you than you are of me, concerned.
Read my thread that I have started called JESUS IS GOD and then if you still are not convinced then you need to search more.
You seem not to understand the Father and Son relationship, but you are taking it as a natural person and not spiritual. Those who are born of the Spirit should understand those of the Spirit.
It is written:John 3:12 If I have told you earthly things, and ye believe not, how shall ye believe, if I tell you of heavenly things?
Do not be mislead by false teachers in sheeps clothing who are natural men who understand not the things of the spiritual nature or are out to do the bidding of the wicked one.
I always quote this verse to those who are mislead:And ye shall seek me and find me when ye shall search for me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:13And HE SAYS,"And I will be found by you."
God Bless!