I am not struggling with anything. I accept God's word at face value and unlike cults don't try to change God's truth to meet my own agenda.
God's name is not Jesus. Christ is a title not Jesus' name. Jesus is the Christ (Messiah).
All you have done is show me just how far you will go to invalidate God's truth; the same tactics used by the RCC and gay theology. You appeal to logic (gnosis), which is nothing more than philosophy put forth as God's truth.
You are the one struggling to establish a heretical teaching, a teaching that surfaced in 1913.