thanks.
i dont know if coming out of the closet was a good thing. i go to a catholic school. and there are very few openly gay ppl there. i think there are two other gay guys as far as i kno. and then i know 3 bisexual femals and 1 lesbain. i came out because i felt it didnt need to be a secret. i mean, everyone who observed me, obviously knows im gay because of my speech and my movements (graceful?). im very stocky, so it seems odd. so almost everyone had a nagging suspicion. but my friends were clueless.
my freshman year, i was a loner. drifted from lunch tables (usually ate with freshman boys, which was kinda weird) but until sophomore year, i finally found my group of friends (the majoirty of them, female). consists of goths, one athiest, one wiccan, one christian, the others are just dorks
. ^-^.
i live in NH. good ole NH.
well anyways, kate and nate still go to my school. i dont like them either. nate turns out to be a porno freak. aaaaaargh. and kate is there, beautiful as always. its the same way i feel towards winona ryder. shes awesome. but im not attracted to women that way.
i dont know. i mean. i never knew the term was 'gay' until after i found out. its really confusing.
well, now im boy crazy like any other girl. i still think guys get more horny than girls. oh well...
i looked at albums and i can really see my femine side. its soo prominant. hmm...