I agree and now understand...
I believe that my greatest dilemma is that I long to have a child of my own very deeply, but I am gay. I long so deeply for the ultimate friendship parents share with their children.
I have never had sexual feelings for a young child. Before hand I was afriad that they might develope that way, but I forgot that I have control. It is sad that by cultures defenition friends cannot be close and still just be friends. The world is a political battle stage where everyone's actions are closely scrutinized and always worth a rumor.
I want to be a great friend.