When you mention of peter 2:11, what does it mean for something to war against the soul? Does it make emotions dull? Does it cause me to not love people? I'm having emotional problems, but not because I feel much of them, but rather I feel hardly anything (numb).
The thing about these fantasies are that I don't really want sex, I just feel erotic feelings about being killed by a female, to be more specific, I want to be crushed. I think it's called "Crush Fetish" and I have a feeling that someone will read this who relates, or did relate to it. What I am saying now, is pretty deep in me, something I remember thinking that I would never confess to. Ever since I became "Born Again", I have felt a sense of easy confession, meaning, it is way easier to confess all that I know now, rather than when I was'nt a Christian.
I think it would take a lot to fix this, for it developed when I was younger.
So anyway, I came here and registered so that I may make confessions and gain wisdom.
- VSteven509
God Bless