ArchivedSamhain/Halloween :: Re: HalloweenRe: Halloween Lol. I was being part sarcastic and part truthful. About the food thing you know? Hispanics as do many cultures use food in celebration as in The Day of the Dead festivals. My best Christmas expreiences involve my family and not God. Even though we went to church like good Catholics I just never felt it. My parents allowed me to see other religions but I just didn't feel it. My brother, the Baptist minsiter tried to take me in under his wing. We argues constantly over religion. I was just so rebellious. Then one day we were discussing experince based truths with universal truths. He showed me something in the bible and I said I don't believe it. He said something that changed my life. He said you have to believe in the bible from page one to page end. It is the word of God. So I said well since I don't lie to myself I have to say I don't believe in the bible hence God. I always knew. I never felt a connection. I gave it a shot. Some might say I did not really try. But I made my decision to be a Satanist very carefully and with much soul searching. When I said it. When I joined a grotto I felt honest. My faith and my beliefs matched. Now I have changed my ideals and opinions and have soothed down a bit. That comes naturally with time. (I'm 33 now). I question everything every day. Even my beliefs and my faith. If one day it changes then so be it. For now this is who I am and I am comletely happy with it. And to be honest 19 years without God in my head has made the idea of it so ar and fading it ceases to exist. |
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