The spirit of God teaches me to rightly divide the word of truth
2 Timothy 2:15
The scripture teaches that Man is three distinct parts of a composit whole. 1 thessalonians 5:23; Hebrews 4:12 these parts being Spirit, Soul, and Body.
One does not chose Christ [ John 15:16], nor is born again of his free will [john 1:12,13]
One does not chose to live, but one freely chooses to die. John 12:24-25. If we fallow the true path of Christ into eternal life, it is submitting to the death burial and ressurection of Jesus. Romans 6:1-12. A dead man can not walk away, and those who have truely surrendered to Christ have an inseperatable bond [Romans 8:31-39] with Christ by Spirituual rebirth.
The old spirit of adam IS crusified with Christ [Romans 6:6]. and is cut away ]Romans 2:29[ the old sin nature is thus totally anialated, and Christ takes his place. [Galatians 2:16-21]. Salvation of the spirit is based on Christ alone [Acts 4:12] by grace through Faith. [Ephesians 2:1-9] I don't know about you, and im sorry you feel salvation is unfortunate. But I feel it was the most fortunate day of my life.
have more but didn't want to make my post to long.
This new Christ Spirit nature is born of an incoruptible seed